May 6th - Your Nannie to be talked to a friend about you. The friend, Kathryn, ended up giving Nan a bag full of blankets and clothes for you. I stare at this bag in disbelief. It doesn't seem possible that we could be recipients of a child of God. And a GIRL none the less!!!! I am so used to blues and cars, and to see this sea of pink and flowers is hard to fathom. As I looked at each item, touching it and thinking of you, it makes me very nervous. I am getting so attached to you, and I don't even know if or when you will be ours. I am also feeling quite guilty over praying that we receive you and that in doing so, a mother will be losing her daughter. I don't think I can handle getting any more items for you at this time. I will be so heartbroken if they decide not to remove you and place you with us. I know that the best possible thing would be for your birth mother to get some education classes, and learn how to better provide for you. They also need to find jobs that allow them to earn more income so they can get a car and make sure you are getting the proper medical treatment you need.
I love you and pray that you are safe and well.
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